Well I finally saw my actual doctor for the morning ultrasound.  Go figure, he's there to tell me I'm triggering.  That's right.  I'm triggering tonight.  Whoa!  I can't believe it.  I'm so excited but also terrified.  Will it hurt?  That is one big needle.  Yikes!  Also, my left ovary has been a lazy bum and napping or something because the follicles on that side are still lagging behind.  Sad.  I think the count of large ones was still only like 8 or so this morning so I'm extremely nervous.  We're pretty much counting on the right side to pull the weight for ER.  My doc said they're wouldn't be a lot but hopefully we have some good quality ones in there.  Ideally, I'd like some frozen but we only need one right?  Two would be better.  Please oh please let there be some mature eggs in there Friday.

Hubby is also anxiously waiting to hear if his frozen samples survive.  They're defrosting tomorrow.  We're praying they pull through so he doesn't have to have another TESE.  They said this time they wouldn't knock him out they'd just use general anesthetic.  I guess since they know where the good samples came from last time.  Scarey!  I really hope he doesn't have to go through that.

I'm just hoping and praying that this is finally our time, that we're about to have our dreams come true and make a baby.